Whenever we have serious conversations I wonder if we both got more than we bargained for. I really hate having feelings. Sometimes I wish I could get into some sort of accident that would erase that ability and I'd have to fake having emotions/feelings. It would be so much cooler.

3 comments:

NS Gentry said...

So... you want to be Dexter? O.o

xxx said...

Disagree, while they does cause a lot of heartache/anxiety/annoyance, without them our lives would be so much more hollow, and just pointless. You mentioned falling in love with art again, well, that's kind of the deal, good and bad, but overall, it makes life worth living. /unsolicited opinion.

Aweeshanikole said...

@Nathan yes. . . on an almost daily basis I want to not have feelings, just like Dexter, but I don't think I want to be a serial killer.

@Schupick If you didn't have feelings you wouldn't know what exactly was missing, just that something was. Sometimes I think that would be easier than wanting something you can never actually have. That pain is sometimes too much to live with. . . But yes, art and me have been quite agreeable lately which is super awesome. :)

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