Weird Life Changes.

"I'm not ready for this to go any farther."
It's the phrase that started the day that changed pretty much everything. The days were going to be easier because the relationship would be just as it had been. After work we went to Carol's going away party for a bit but left bcuz nothing was really going on. We got gas and food, and he cleaned my windshield. Then we went to the top of the Fun City parking ramp to eat and talk. Then back to my house to hang out and do what we do.
After everything we were cuddling and we fell asleep, which would make that the second time we slept together. And it was a terrible idea and I knew I shouldn't have done it… woke up at 6am to my parents getting up.
There was freaking out sitting in the car for 2.5 extra hours. There was me barely being able to sleep because I was so worried. Then he showed up and I knew everything had changed.
Boyfriend.
Relationship.
Responsibility for someone else.
Things I didn't want and other things I did.
Things are all … different.
And I don't have a lot of time for internet things so, there's an update of sorts.