I spent the last 24 hours with 3 children that are not mine and for the most part it was okay. I feel a lot like I exceeded my expectations with myself in the whole ordeal.
But it's like if you want some of the package, you gotta take all of the package. And I think for the most part i'm okay with the whole package.
But no one else seems to be okay with my decision making and I know my life is not being lived for them, but they could still be a little. . . Nicer? I get that they care, and I get that they are disappointed and disgusted in me, but there is nothing they can really do about it so I don't understand why they're beating themselves up over it.
Otherwise, life is the same. Work and sleep are pretty much the mainstays. But I do still need to get most of my shit together.
Goddamn me.
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Has it become official then?
@Brandon_Jennings
Yes and no. For the most part it's a yes. But then sometimes it's like we're just friends. So, he's my boyfriend but I don't really ever call him that out loud.
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