Rant.

It's not right to say mean things about people I barely know. I understand that. And yeah, maybe sometimes it's unjustified for me to get upset, because in her world I did possibly ruin her life. Or at least this portion of it. But if you look at it in a different light,.at least she doesnt have a cheating husband anymore. Now shre doesnt have to worry about if he's coming home tonight. She doesnt have to pretend to be happy or fool herself into being happy when she so obviously isnt. She doesnt get to complain that he doesnt care anymore because he obviously doesnt. But, i digress.
There are many people I dislike just for the simple fact that I believe they are stupid, ignorant, and intentionally set themselves up for failure and unhappyness. This, i realize, is shallow. And may also be a reflection of my hatred for myself. And yeah, maybe in a different situation I might like her. . .but on more than one occasion i have wanted to shake the living shit out of her and ask her if she's serious. . .which I of course cannot do.
Her children are brats because she wants to be their friend and not their mother. That's judgemental. But, the few times i have seen her interact with them, that's exactly what it seems like. She thinks that he takes care of the kids, and I'm alright with her believeing that. But what i dont understand is if he didnt have to do it before, nay, if he chose not to do it before, what the hell makes her think he's going to be willing to do it now? Yes he wants to see them but that's about where that ends.
She lives beyond her means and then complains when things don't fall into place like she believes they will. Delusional. I'm saying all these things and posting them on the internet and maybe i will regret it but i feel a lot better getting them out. Maybe id she'd satisfied her man maybe none of this wouldve happened. If she wasnt so overprotective maybe things would be different. Maybe if she had some common sense and a more realistic view of people maybe she'd be happier. I don't know.