Once Don and I were no longer dating, life at work changed.
I mentioned Jason earlier when talking about coworkers. This is really the time period that made me not like him. I was venting to work Nathan about my life and what I wanted. Jason worked in front of me, so he heard most things. He started giving me his opinion and what felt like lecturing me about life. Like my parents. And though I understood that he cared, I didn't particularly appreciate his input.
Other relationships changed too, as in there were more of them. People that didn't really talk to me when I was with Don started to. I began hanging out with a new group of people. Not unexpectedly, those "friend's" didn't really work out in the long run.
But, eh.
I was aimless.
I didn't know what I wanted, I only knew what I didn't want.
I was once again stuck and not sure how to move forward.
I'd come to hate my job right about the time where I got hired onto the company.....I was bored and irritated by my surroundings. The company took my books away, they instituted a whole bunch of new rules, tried to fire my team lead, changed expected output levels and overtime became expected. All on top of my personal mess. Because of course there was mess at work. Some of the individuals that didn't like Don were trying to get him fired for mostly bullshit stuff.
I personally had created drama at work and I really didn't like it.
I didn't know how to fix it, or how to move forward with these people.
So I picked a different path.
A week before my birthday in 2013 I quit Winegard.
I had decided to go back to school............again.
I took the time to evaluate as best as I could to figure out what I was good at, what I could make a career out of. The assistant personality always appealed to me. Someone who does the work and makes sure everything is in order but isn't actually in the spotlight. So I went back to school for administrative assisting following the legal path because I've always been interested in law.
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